Author: Olga Loraine
Date: 03-15-03 10:40
I'm 13, so I suppose I'm still growing, but I have a very warped self image. Apparently, I'm willing to admit this, but I really hate my little odds and ends. Rock hard abs from training in boxing 5 nights a week, plus one night of going out with friends and messing around, leaves me with muscle apparently. But I have about an inch of soft flubbery fat over that, and it makes me want to vomit just looking down. I used to have a problem with bulemia (sp?) but I got over that, same with anorexia. I can't sustain that due to, well, I box. My diet also isn't exactly perfect, because I eat irregularly, and I'm not sure what to eat that will fill me up. Well, I'd just like a few people to talk to on AIM/AOL/MSN instant messenger/email (whatever, basically) to work on trimming down my body and keep myself going, I suppose.
This got me a bit down too: I calculated my ideal weight, because I can put my index and thumb together over my wrist I put medium frame, and my ideal weight should be 115. I weigh 132.
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